I can remember the day as if it were yesterday.
I went to bed that night worried, but yet ready to help this girl in the morning. As I was getting ready for school the next day, I received the call that I will never forget. It was the school superintendent. He informed me that this particular student had taken her own life early that same morning. I started to cry, and I could not stop. I cried myself to school. I called my brother as I knew he could talk me through this. I got to school, shut my office door, and continued to cry. Questions began to fill my head. My heart was aching for her family and friends, and my mind was in a million different places. What could I have done to ensure this did not happen? Should I have let her in my house? Did I miss an opportunity to help a child?
There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think about my actions. That occurrence has completely changed who I am as a person and as a school administrator. It is precisely the reason I blog. I can’t help but wonder how many students and opportunities we miss. How many students are fighting internal battles but look completely fine on the outside? How many students would like to reach out, but have no one to grab on to?
We need to realize that mental illnesses are diseases like any others. Just because they cannot always be seen does not mean that they don’t exist. Sometimes we get carried away with our daily routines and become fixated on taking care of ourselves. We forget about the people around us. I’m telling you today, and I’ve said it in previous blogs – take some time to help others. Sometimes it takes us helping others to ultimately help ourselves. Every one of us has a story. We are all fighting something inside us. What if you could be the one to alleviate that burden for someone else? What if you took the time to have a simple conversation with someone? Take the time to hear somebody else’s story, and you never know, it may help you write yours. You might also save a life.
I think back to the eleven years I’ve been in education, and I’m reminded of many instances in which a student was trying to reach out to me. I also know that many of these times I did not give the situation as much attention as I should have. I have no excuses for that. I can’t take those moments back. I now know that every child is worth my time. I also know that as educators, we make differences every day in the lives of our students, and we often don’t know we’re doing it. Every moment of every day we need to treat kids as if they are our own. We need to let students know that we care about them. We care about their schooling, we care about their dreams, and we will help create possibilities for them.
Beyond Measure 
You are amazing! Thank you for all that you are doing and all you have done. Thank you for your honesty and for taking the time to blog and write about this very important issue. We can save lives and it takes people like your self to break through the stigma and talk about it and encourage others to understand the truth and not the myths. God Bless you for all you are doing. Thank you for taking such good care of your students. Thank you for honoring Cassidy by helping others and promoting change. Thank you for supporting my beautiful friend Amy and her family. Your work here and in the community and at school will save lives.
Jill Bishop
West Fargo ND
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Thank you, Travis, for your honesty and for sharing your message. I will share your post as far and wide as I can in hopes that others read it and that it's embedded in their hearts as it is mine right now. Praying for you and your community.
Matt Miller @jmattmiller
Marshall, IN
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Thank you for sharing your story! It's a very powerful message that all of us need to remember.
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Excellent post, thank you for sharing Travis!
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Thank you Mr. Jordan for sharing your experience. As a teacher, I can tell you that sometimes, and because of us being so busy with day-to-day activities and responsabilities, forget that our students are the reason we come to work every day. Reading this blog certainly makes me appreciate and enjoy each day that I am with my students, not only to teach them what they need to know, but to let them know that I care for each one of them as a person.
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My elementary to high school days were filled with amazing bit of rejection and pain. I felt hated by many in and out of school. Life was filled with one suicide attempt after another. My first time, I attempted was the age of 8 (I was a 3rd grader) and the last time, was 18. (I had just graduated). The thing that turned my life around was a teacher who had faith in Christ. He didn't verbalize it, but by his actions were very Christian. I knew he prayed for his students. My junior year, when he was my teacher, I fell in love with Christ. My senior year, I was a student leader for Youth for Christ – Campus Life at high school. I loved in. I ended up at a Christian school, where I really learned that God loved me and had an amazing purpose for me.
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Thanks for sharing your story. God is truly amazing and your life is worth living. With him all things are possible. Sounds like you are doing wonderful things. Great work.
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I’ve read this story 2 different times now. My heart is touched. As teachers we have so much to accomplish in a day. Praying that God helps me to remember that the students are more important than any of the curriculum. Thank you for sharing Travis.
Manvel, ND
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